Sunday, April 24, 2005

the snrs finally came for trng on friday. finally it was not as empty. however, things dint reali turn out the way we expected it to be. if u dont noe wad im toking abt den it's ok, ure not meant to. but im sure some of u guys out there noe wad i mean.

anw, i shall not bitch too much abt this. i guess...if we cant change the way others treat us or think of us, we'll hv to change ourselves. in this case, we hv to prove them wrong. we MUST prove them wrong. that's the onli thing we can do. maybe we're reali pissing them off. maybe we're reali disappointing. maybe we're reali not committed.

my mom's university classmate, aunty chay hong, just passed away of liver cancer this afternoon. we went to visit her in january wif aunty yuen fong. and we sat down together and had a long chat. all of us. their whole family, my whole family, and aunty yuen fong's family. except that claire wasnt there coz she had smth on in church. but anw, although i was just sitting in listening to the adults tok...and hardly saying anything...i reali learnt a lot from aunty chay hong.

she was diagnosed wif liver cancer in august last yr. by then it was alrdy too late...she was at the last stage of cancer...the doctors told her she had onli until october to live...but she persisted for so long, 6 months. that's half a year. i guess it's reali coz of her strong will to live on, not giving up.

well the most important lesson ive learnt is...wad life reali is abt. when we were toking to aunty chay hong, she told the adults:" dont overwork urselves and stress urselves out. coz it's reali not worth it." well...i guess this applied to everyone too. i mean, at the end of the day...life isnt abt getting good grades and stuff. well of course getting good grades is important. but that's not wad God planned for us to do. God brought us into this world, so that we can praise Him, and serve Him. serving Him by spreading His word.

aiya y am i always so sentimental these few days man. sheesh haha ok i noe the previous sentence was veri anti-climax. but anw, ppl pls pray for aunty chay hong's family. her 3 children and her husband. that they can all cope well. pray that God will guide them and protect them =)

EOIs coming up reali soon. in fact we've alrdy had english and geog SA. they were quite ok la. at least i managed to finish everything in time. hah. had lit FA the other day too. ok i better go study hard this week. bye!

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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

i should be feeling reali happy now. i've finished my work, and i finally understand my math. and im totalli free now...nothing else to do...

but im reali confused...feeling quite tensed too. i dono how she'll react to it when i tell her...well im making it sound veri vague here...coz i dont want too many ppl to noe abt it. but...im reali afraid she'll be angry wif me...maybe even bear a grudge against me for the rest of my 3 yrs in this skool. i sincerely hope she will understand...

and quite a number of ppl are against my decision...though some are not supportive but at least they're encouraging. thankew to all those who hv been encouraging me despite the decision i have made. i reali appreciate it.

i dono y...i just feel as if ive made a wrong decision. i regret. well...but its too late to turn back now. i guess there's a lesson to be learnt here. sometimes i make decisions that are too rash. like, in the spur of a moment when everyone gets so hyped up about it...i forget abt all my reponsibilities...all my commitments...

and now comes another problem...a class activity which involves a great part of me...and clashes wif...smth else...should i back out? and stick to my commitment? or should i just go for it. if i back out....it'd be veri irresponsible of me...but if i go for it...i wont be sticking to my commitment either.

i reali dono wad to do. everything's in a whirl. i need God. i need Him by my side to guide me and lead me. i need Him to show me the answer to my confusion. well im sure He is by my side all the time. maybe im just not seeking Him for answers. but in the first place...are all these issues worth worrying about?

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Friday, April 15, 2005

first and foremost....BIRTHDAY WISHES!

happy belated/advanced birthday to:
ME! -->10th April 2005
ANNALYN!--> 10th April 2005 and 16th April 1989
CHARMAINE!-->12th April 1988
CHARLENE!-->12th April 1988

yipeeee!! happy birthday to us, happy birthday to us. happy birthday to usssssss.....*pauses*....*looks around*....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US!!!!! XD
yay yay yay!!!

oo my bro had table tennis finals today. rg c div got 1st. b div 2nd. ri c div 2nd, b div 1st. yay! hahaha. actualli i wanted to go down n watch them play. at the same time see my bro. hahaha. but i was too lazy :P but my parents went >< ok so now my bro is out wif all his table tennis frens celebrating. like DUH la u beat sports skool must celebrate man! hahaha.

hmm...so last sunday was my biggie day! in the morning during service they read out my report. and i had to suffer the torment of staring at my big fat picture while they read out wad i said during the interview ><><) or maybe coz both brother n sister getting baptised...bleagh. dono la.

but anw, i was reali excited on that day la. dad was fully-equipped wif his video cam and digital cam and film cam....in accordance to his "just in case one doesnt work" logic ><><

yay! thnx guys! we reali appreciate it! thankew ray and sheryl for ur wonderful singing. thankew charlene for ur wonderful synthesizer skills. thankew charmaine for ur excellent guitar skills. thankew jeremy for ur PRO bass skills. and thankew brennan for ur cool drumming! although ur "shake hand" prank was LAME! hahha. o ray n sheryl kept staring at erlina, sarah and i when they were singing! ahhaha so malu man :S

but anw, the water wasnt as cold as i had imagined it to be. in fact when i first stepped in it felt quite warm! well i guess coz i was like alrdy freezing cold in the hall. o den after Mr Lim said "i baptised u in the blabla..." den he put the mic by the side of the pool. so i got ready n held my breath. den before he pushed me in he told me softly "dont breathe" in this reali creepy manner as if he was gona murder me or smth! so i was like o_O and i kind of breathed in abit. den before i could do anithing else he dunked me in! so some water went into my nose! AH!!! but fortunately, im still alive =) PRAISE THE LORD! HALLELUJAH! =D

haha after that we were reali busy man. once i stepped out everyone was like rushing towards me.
someone: mel! congrats!! *shakes hands*
me: thankew! *shakes hand back*
someone else: mel! congrats! reali happy for u! *hugs* *gives a pressie*
me: thankew! *hugs back* *takes pressie*
another person: MEL!!! PRAISE THE LORD MAN!!! *shakes hands* *gives another pressie*
me: thankew! *shakes back hand* *takes pressie*
a WHOLE BUNCH of ppl: MEL! CONGRATULATIONS! *hugs* *shakes hands* *chucks a gazillion pressies into my alrdy-full arms*
me: thankew thankew thankw (x gazillion) *hugs* *hugs* *shakes hands* *shakes hands**clutches pressies wif all my life*

ahh...hahaha the whole commotion was reali funny man.

anw, went out wif rachel after skool today to buy annalyn's pressie. i wanted to go to forum's toys r us but the PRO rachel insisted on going to novena's PUNY one. so we went there and COULD NOT FIND THE COOKIE MONSTER! BOOOO RACHEL. BOO YOU! >< so we went to forum. we got out of the taxi and stepped into forum. guess who we saw?? you? NO. we saw...RUI EN!!!!! RUI EN!! AH!!! MY OU XIANG!!! AHH!!! i was like so hyped up la! den i remembered that i brot my digicam to sports fest n it was still in my bag!! so i immediately took it out n wanted to take wif her. BUT I DINT DARE TO! I DINT DARE! and rachel was like "aiya go la...i help u ask!" n i was like "NO...DONT DARE!!!" den when i finally plucked up the courage to do so...SHE LEFT. OH MY GOODNESS. SO WASTED CAN! argh....im so stoopid!!! y dint rachel just like snatch the camera away from me n drag me there huh? huhuhhuh??? argh!!!

anw, went up to toys r us. guess who we met this time. a fellow rgs girl! hahahaha. 3 of us were like....staring at each other in disbelief...wondering wad the other was doing there. haha. den after that the gurl came up to us and asked "wad r ure doing here?" den rachel and i both thought the gurl knew the other person. as in i tot the gurl knew rachel. n rachel tot the gurl knew me. so we both dao-ed her. expecting the other to reply. den we were like "eh? do u noe her?" "no!" hahaha. so we just told her we were here to buy smth :D and she was staring at our cookie monster! hahaha so malu can. so rachel n i both made up a story. if anyone were to ask us wad we were doing at toys r us, we'd pretend to be sisters n say we were buying a pressie for our younger sister =D and if they asked how old she was, we would say she was 16 MONTHS old. XD

so anw, we happily bot our cookie monster n went our separate ways =D when i got onto the mrt i realised everyone was like staring at me. so i felt it was kinda weird. n looked arnd me to see wad was weird...MY TOYS R US PLASTIC BAG! ><><. so i tried hiding it behind my file. den they started staring at my file. n i looked at my file and saw my humongous ELMO smiling straight into their faces >< sheesh.

yawns. there was this humongous confusion abt roomies this morning. it seems like our class is the most enthu class for the china trip in june. like 10 of us are going n another 5 mite be going. hahaha cool eh. so everyone wanted to be everyone's roomie and we were all so confused. and i was supposed to be sijia's roomie. budden IRRITATING pei ting came along saying she wanted to be sijia's roomie! HMPH! so the NICE me gave sijia to peiting. and now im audrey's roomie =D she's the onli one in her class going i think. sheesh. haha nvm we can practise bowling on the ship =D o and there's a little compensation to be made. si jia is peiting's roomie. so si jia will be my plane-ie =D

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Friday, April 08, 2005

ahh....im beginning to miss the snrs! im still like in the b div comps mood where we keep on cheering n screaming n doing spastic stuff and going out together to eat...boooo...i hereby conclude i am suffering from withdrawel symptom.

well i guess this b div comps has made us reali bonded! n ive personally got to noe a few ppl much much better...like nikki and annalyn =D mhmm...o and i think the sec 1s this yr r reali cool man! as in they're nice to tok to. and nice to BULLY XD -is NOT mean.

trng this week seemed rather empty too...bleagh...and jimmy kept making me lead in warm-ups. but anw, trng was still quite fun la. on monday cheryl, zhi min and i were all singing SHALALALALA! o and the PRO me was doing the harmonic voice =D it sounds reali pro and nice k! ooo and these 2 trngs we've been trying out the "evangeline style" hahaha. (credits to the bowler evangeline who was bowling at the b div nats) when u finish bowling just leave ur bowling hand in the air. then as the ball rolls u slowly lift the other hand up like a ballerina. and when the ball hits the pin u clap! heee.

anw, hist lesson on wed was reali fun! we were learning abt hitler. mrs mak showed us this video abt him. den they showed him speaking in a rally and he looked so cartoon! he was like swinging his arm so robotically n screaming his lungs out and his moustache was bobbing up and down ><

den mrs mak asked us stand up one by one n read excerpts of some of the stuff hitler wrote in his book. they're cao lame la! n the one which i was reading was the funniest can! the whole class practically burst out luffing in disbelief...we never knew hitler was sucha funny person!

"thou shall have no other gods but the one and only powerful leader of Germany, Adolf Hitler" (hitler even proposed this to be the eleventh commandment.)

"the bigger the lie, the better"

"Jews are stupid. this should be repeated over and over as a slogan."

ah...how wonderful a leader he was.

oh on tues nite my cat was fighting wif another cat. well its veri common la but this time they were screaming so loudly n screaming for so long. so my bro brought me out of the house wif his rifle to shoot the bad cat. oooo it was freaky. coz it was like oredy 12 am n everything was pitch dark. den my bro spotted the bad cat n it was staring at him so fiercely! it looked as if it was gona pounce on my bro or smth. den my bro pointed the rifle n it freaked out n jumped up in the air. hahaha.

oh and on wed nite i had this reali spastic dream of nat! i dreamt that it was raining heavily n our whole class was standing under the shelter while nat was the onli one standing in the rain! but she had an umbrella la. den dora, lisa n dez were standing beside me. n we were all like: nat!! wad are you doing?? come back in!! but nat dint listen to us. instead she lifted her hand over her head like a chimpanzee! ahahha! i think it's partially coz that nite nat n i were toking bout chimpanzees online. so yea...hahaha.

anw, did i tell u how sometimes i reali just cant stand XXX? yst during math she was saying a and x were constants budden alot of us dint think so. den came out a and x were reali constants. and i was like the unlucky one sitting beside her la. so she like kept towering over me saying "YOU SEE? YOU SEE?!" and then she kept saying "YUAN WANG! YUAN WANG!"

i tell u i was so pissed man. ARGH! like wadever la. wad's wrong wif disagreeing wif smth? lidat where got call yuan wang? plus i cant stand the way she was staring at me wif that evil look. n she keeps making LAME comments in class which she thinks are funny when actualli she is pissing everyone off!!!! argghhhhhh. i cant stand everything abt her. her attitude... her lameness...her HAIR!!! it's so BUSHY and everything she flicks her head it whacks my MOUTH! ARGH! it's so irritating!!! her hair is like a *quotes sarah tan* TOILET BRUSH! ARGH!

ok sry if the above 2 paragraphs sounded veri loud. i just wanted to vent my anger...

anw, baptism is in 2 days time! ahhhhh im so scared! they're gona read my interview report during morning service on sunday...den in the evening it's the baptism service! eeps im so scared! wad if i forget to hold my breath n drown? wad if i slip n fall down the steps while walking down the pool and get baptised even before the elder can baptise me? wad if the water is so freezing cold that i freeze to death?? wad if....

haha ok too many wad ifs. anw annalyn is oso getting baptised this sunday! yay! we plan to exchange baptism gifts =D hey everyone pray for me k! and pray for annalyn too =) pray that all the above "wad ifs" wont happen too...thankew! =)

ok u are currently looking into the heart of a naive little girl who has yet to publically declare her faith in the Lord. in the next post, u will be looking into the heart of a still veri naive little gurl, but a gurl who will have publically declared her faith in the Lord. =)

We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.
Romans 6:4

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Saturday, April 02, 2005

RGS IS 2nd!!!! AHH!!!!! YAY!!!! WE ROCK! SENIORS ROCK! SENIORS STONE! SENIORS PEBBLE!!!! WE LOVE YOU SENIORS!!!! XD

heeee. nats are over....booooo....had masters today. ann had 9 strikes!!! ann u rock man!!! ure sooooooooo pro! x)

anw....so yst was the last day of nats for most of the sec 4s...so we cheered our hearts out n screamed our lungs out. we did loadsa spastic cheers, as usual. ooo and we added a few more. like ole ole ole...sarah...sarah! and hey nikki ure so fine! ure so fine u blow my mind! hey nikki hey nikki! hey nikki hey nikki! o and saying "nikki nikki nikki nikki" and "rachel rachel rachel rachel" while the ball was on the lanes =D we tried it on all 4 of em. but we figured out that it dint reali work on sarah n clarice coz everytime we say dat they dont strike or spare =P

o and alps n deanna n some other snrs came! YAY! after the first game i was walking to sarah n co's lane to cheer for them n saw alps coming. so i said "hi" and she said "hi" and we walked past each other. den a few secs later she came running back to me saying "melissa!! U CUT YOUR HAIR???!!!" ahahahaha. SLOW!!!

today's masters was reali fun. esp cheering for ann's 9 strikes! hahaha. aik xin, rachel n i were literally hyped up la! when ann had 3 strikes we were like "turkey!!!!!!" and den 4 strikes! woa by then i was so excited i jumped up from my chair. n den she kept striking n striking. n den everytime ann was gona throw her shot i kept hugging rachel coz i was soooo scared. n den everytime she striked we would be screaming like mad pigs and rachel n aik xin would "hi 5" each other. woa i tell u the whole commotion was reali hilarious la. hahaha even the parents we all so hyper.

o and rachel n i were playing mercy! hahahah we were like twisting n turning our wrists and bodies until we paused to catch our breath. den we were like "eh...we're all tangled up!" den we tried untwisting n unturnung in hope of untangling ourselves but to no avail. in fact we got more tangled up! hahaha.

o and i wanted to play wif sarah.

me: aye come play wif me mercy
sarah: ok! *holds my hand*
me: *holds her hand* ok ready?
sarah: AHHH NONONO! DOWAN DOWAN! *squats down*

ahahah that was super funny la. u should hv seen her reaction! ahhahahaha! her face went totally red la.

science on thursday was reali fun! KT's back! YAY! he's super funny la! he was teaching us abt net forces n negative forces and stuff. n this is KT's WONDERFUL burp-fart logic: (illustrations by mel)

KT: so when u fart in space, u'll keep moving forever n ever n not stop! *gives a retarded face*
http://images.buzznet.com/assets/users6/melrox/default/gallery-msg-1112184190-2.jpg?1521627264

dian: oh nooo! so scary! but wad if u wanna stop?

KT: u can burp! when u burp u go backwards. so if u fart n u wanna stop u can burp!
http://images.buzznet.com/assets/users6/melrox/default/gallery-msg-1112183982-2.jpg?1902543083

dian: oooh so cool! but wad if u fart n burp at the same time???

KT: hv u ever heard of the lever logic? when u apply forces of opp directions on 2 ends of an object, it spins!
http://images.buzznet.com/assets/users6/melrox/default/gallery-msg-1112184313-2.jpg?600032153

KT: so u'll keep spinning! *does spastic spinning action*
http://images.buzznet.com/assets/users6/melrox/default/gallery-msg-1112184089-2.jpg?1403307970

hahaha i cant stand him man! he's so funny!

hmmm...now that b divs is over....it's c div's turn. are we prepared? well....i must say generally thruout all the skools...this batch of c div's standard is lower la...so...yea. i must train hard! train hard and do the skool proud! well zhi min n i both wanna be doubles partners. but well...i guess we wont be la. she'll most prob partner cheryl. but it's ok...they can both lead the skool to victory =) im currently preparing myself to partner audrey....or else when they announce the doubles partnering n im not prepared for the shocking news, i'll burst into tears ><

ok c div we must jiayou k! the seniors have done it! and so can we! *HORHORHORHOR!* hahaha.

o yea...sarah, mandy and cassie. u all wanted a paragraph dedicated to you rite? fine i shall keep my promise. here it goes:

sarah is a reali chio gurl. unfortunately, and unlike nikki, she is NOT CUTE =D she is spastic, though, and hilarious. she's also very lame. she also DOESNT DARE TO PLAY MERCY! x) hahaha. and most importantly, she's my nice nice baabaa mummy! XD

mandy is another chiobu. she's veri veri caring n nice. she helps me wif alot of stuff...esp wif my rs proposals =D she's also veri jumpy and daring. and she crushes *ahem ahem* big time! hahahah! ooo and most importantly, she's my nice nice thoony sister! XD

cassie is this reali cute gurl who is NOT vertically challenged =) she's NOT naughty coz everytime we take photos she has to either put a fork or a knife in front of the camera.

DONE! see! i kept my promise! ok but no more dedications to specific individuals from now on! unless under special circumstances =)

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