Tuesday, August 30, 2005

arina is spastic and i am nice. the nice and pro-ded mel loon has invented a new way of copying notes from the whiteboard: TAKE PHOTO! ain't i smart. anw, now spastic arina lost her spastic math assgnment so i gotta send her the ws thru email. but my email cant upload pics. so i guess i'll do it here. arina is spastic (=





happy assignment-ing. and HAPPY ACES DAY TMR. i cant wait to dance wif hot vanessa. wahaha.

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Saturday, August 27, 2005

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YARU

take good care of roro k! and roro please take good care of poopoo. poopoo can get really blur sometimes.

haha yst when yingjing n i stepped into class the first thing we did was to hide our pressie's for yaru. and poor yaru was sitting there wif an empty table, no pressies! awwwwww. hahahaha then i went up and i went super enthu-ly

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY YARU!!! *shakes her hand ethu-ly and whacks her on the back* later yingjing n i give u a treat for recess k? y u look so sad! ur bday leh! FREE recess leh! happy rite?"

ahaha u should hv seen that shiwang face she had. AWWWWW ahhaha. yea then finally we felt that we were too mean so i chucked her the cow n yj chucked her the octopus n pig. AAHHA yj almost wanted to kope the pig coz it was too cute. like wad on earth?! who on earth buys a pressie for her fren n kopes it in the end. hahaha. OOPS. YARU U DINT HEAR THAT. HEH.

then during recess we sang yaru her bday song! yayyyyyy. n yj bot her a cake wif the word "idiot' on it. hahaha pok. anw we've made a new song for yj! audrey listen up:

*sung in Jesus loves me tune*
audwee loves me this i know
for the POTATO tells me so
i love audwee very much
audwee loves me even more!
yes audwee loves me (x3)
the POTATO tells me so!

hahahaha NICE RIGHT. now we've got another song added to our choir book. haha!

anw, yajie's REALLY getting madder n madder by the day. yst at the canteen:

yajie: *stares straight into my lovely eyes* WAD'S UR FIRST IMPRESSION OF ME?

me: *stares blankly* *shrugs*

yajie: *takes a humongous bite off her rockmelon n chomps on it disgustingly* DO YOU THINK IM A VERY NEAT PERSON OR A MESSY PERSON?

me: *blink blink*

yajie: DO U LIKE ME?

me: *PUKES*

wth y's she asking me such qns? she can get more accurate results taking the personality quiz right. o and btw the answers to her qns were quite obvious la. i was just being nice n feigning ignorance (=

HOHO and the other day in the canteen yajie was being crazy as usual. then arina was like "yajie are you straight? i know your hair isnt, but are you?" HAHAH NICE ONE MAN! XD

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

YO. ok sry forgot to update the HIGHLIGHTS of choir concert. yaru and i both wore orange and white! ahaha n we dint coordinate at all la. plus orange is not exactly a very common colour. yea she wore a white shirt n orange pants. i wore orange shirt n white skirt. OH and our shoes! hahha we both wore bloo n white shoes. DONT WE ROCK? hahaha while we were walking we were like saying to each other "eh....dont u think we're cool? XD" haha reminds me of russell peters.

ooo then at junction 8 i accidentally dropped my 10cent coin right at the edge of the escalator. and as the escalator continued moving the coin would slide up to the metal thing. but the metal thing was slanted so the coin would slide back onto the escalator. n this went on and on n i was tryna use my shoes to get it but couldnt. then yaru the HERO tried using her legs a gazillion times. by then ppl were all stomping over her n looking at her like a TOOT. ahahha! then she FINALLY got it out. YAYY yaru so clever! drink GROW XD

my piano tcher's a big joke. today just before she left she was like "you sure you understand ah? ok dont understand must ask ok? must OPEN UP. if you dont open up i cannot GO INSIDE" ahahah wad kinda crap is that la! inappropriate analogy.

hoho i feel like watching the maid but i dont dare to. the house they used to film is just the street next to our church. hahaha and apparently tess ACCIDENTALLY walked past the camera while filming. then they had to "cut cut cut!" haha i wonder if its reali accidental XD our area quite popular spot for filming eh. the other time they filmed the last episdoe of ding tian li di there. n i stared at tay ping hui n he just stared back at me. then the other time they filmed the xilingmen2 at the opposite coffeeshop. o n just abt 3 mnths ago i saw the maid. as in the MAID. yikes she looked so freaky la. but i dint noe it was a horror show. eeeps.

o and last sunday we were all eating prawn mee! yayyy took a pic wif the help of TALL jon goh.



hahaha. speaking of which, new yo mudder fomr gab:
yo mudder so fat, that when she told me her weight, i tot it was her handphone number.

hahaha 98765432....KG! *faints*

o and i think ppl are getting more n mor creative with words these days....



hahaha. anw check this out. super loser.
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Saturday, August 20, 2005

like my new blog? heh. was rather bored this afternoon, so decided to get a new skin. inspired by the dream i had 2 weeks ago. yea the "ballad" on the home page is a once in a lifetime experience i had. mixed feelings abt it. scared abt the palm and how the devil can reali try to pull u away while u're walking close wif God. yet amazed by the love of God. how he really comes to u when u cry to Him. and conincidentally, just that day before the nite of the dream, i was at LJS wif audrey sharing with her abt God and the bible. mhmm....and i guess...yea piece this together by yourself. like they say, the devil always tries to get us when we're at our weakest point. and i guess things have been reali horrible over the past 2 mnths or so.

u noe....after all that has happened and is still happening, im realli scared that i'll turn away from God. like im so scared that one day things get so bad that i ask Him "Lord y must u do this to me" and blame Him for everything. im so scared i'll tell Him that. i dont want to. coz right now i noe He lets all these happen for a reason. it may not seem that nice now, but i guess later on i'll realise.

abt a week ago someone shared with me a verse:

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
James 1: 2-4

this verse has really helped me over the past one week. whenever i think of those stuff, i recite the verse and it really comforts me.

yea i know the past few entries hv been reali emo and drama and wad not. so i'll try to sound more cheerful yea? just gimme some time to get over this.

on a lighter note, ringers concert just now was great! =) yingjing looked super chio! ahah i never knew she could look so feminine. o n our psl charlene was the guest performer. wahaha GUEST PERFORMER. FWAH PRO SIA. anw, well done yingjing! real proud of you! can tell u really put in alot of effort! hope you liked our cow XD

haha before that we were planning to like make yingjing luff. so when she luffs she'll shake and her bells will automatically ring to the rhythm of her luff. "ringringringringringring" *SCREAMS*

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

sorry if my recent posts sound rather sadistic. BUT I JUST CANT HELP IT. today skool was horrible. had half a bowl of cereal for breakfast n the whole class had a last minute make-up math lesson during recess. so i almost died. NO FOOD. anw, the last period was math again, and all the Qns just kep piling up on me and i realised IM GONA FAIL MATH. which i dont want to. coz although my math sux i surprisingly hv never failed math before. thinking of which i may be breaking my record this friday.

so after skool i was so stressed that i really felt like dying. my shortness of breath came back. those kind of sucky feeling where u gotta take continuous deep breaths n u feel like ur lungs are bursting. n my head was in a whirl and i felt like fainting. then i went to relief stress by going to parkway for bak chor mee wif sijia. n rushed home and out again for tuition.

anw the point is that, the whole day seemed totally FINE. FINE as in free from SORROWS. u noe? that kinda SORROWS. not skool stress or anything. yes the whole evening seemed fine until SHE SHE SHE had to bring it up again. WAD ON EARTH LA. she noes very well that im now trying to forget this whole stupid thing and get back to my normal life n then she does all sortsa funny stuff. for my own good? FINE. GOOD. BUT STOP BRINGING IT UP AND INTERROGATING ME. here i am trying to immerse myself into the stressful skool life and there u are bringing up past incidents n making me turn back to look at it.

if anyone thinks that immersing myself in studies is a loseristic way of hiding from the horrible truth, then FINE. THINK THAT WAY. becoz i feel that i have alrdy thought and brooded enough abt this whole incident and its TIME I MOVE ON. DO U GET ME. I HOPE YOU ALL DO THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

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Friday, August 12, 2005

help

im sad, scared, lonely and confused. i love her. i always confided in her. i always respected her and agreed and obeyed everything she said. but now, it seems as if...as if...she's doing smth she'd never done before. i would never imagine her doing such a thing. she was the one who thought me to love my enemies. to stay strong. that certain bad things happen for a reason. and to trust God. but now, i dono. maybe things hv really gone too far and she has to do it. im confused...is what she's doing the right thing? i wish someone could tell me...Lord help me Lord...help me...send me an angel...send me someone who can tell me...

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Tuesday, August 09, 2005

national day!

yoyoyo! HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! yay i love singapore! im a patriot! XD wahoooo. this whole week has been action-packed man. and i have officially gone mentally unsound after mugging non-stop for bio. bio was crap man! esp the last qn la! HOHO i thought audrey would've loved it. but end up she oso found it crap. lol

anw yst's celebration was crap too. we were chucked into the puny stuffy hall wif no aircon! anw, after that went to cine wif audrey to catch charlie n the choc factory. o n her fren yingjie tagged along. we were like the only few peeps when we reached there la. coz we ended super early plus its so near our skool.

so anw, went to LJS. yingjie is crap la! she makes really random remarks esp abt external body features...eg

aye u look anorexic, coz ur cheek bones like jut out this way...
aye u hv very white gums
actualli ah audrey, u got very nice features ley, u just need to rebond ur hair...

man i wonder how audrey can tahan her. wahaha. anw, met manda tan. yea but we were still waiting for LJS to start serving lunch coz it was only 1030. so manda couldnt tahan, went to kfc to eat. n then when she came back, we hadnt even ordered. RAAH. so anw, she was gona watch charlie too n same time! so audrey n i were looking out for her in the cinema coz we were planning to scare her. but we dint see her! and then later i found out that when we went in, she was alrdy in there and staring at us. OH MAN! anw saw alot of peeps. o and my bro was at cine too but dint see him. apparently he wanted to watch the same show too but coz he got stuck in the rain at bishan, when he came the tix were all sold out. HAHA! *sticks toungue out*

anw peeps, DONT ever watch a movie wif audwee. she kept blurting out random remarks so loudly during the show! she was like

EH HE DOESNT LOOK LIKE JOHNNY DEPPS
HAHA THAT'S SO LAME!
HOW COME THE ELEVATOR'S MADE OF GLASS?!

and then the WHOLE CINEMA would turn and look at us. AHH malumalu! *hides face*

ohhh and last sunday in church we were all tryna be like ahlians! wahaha its so fun man! we were taking all sortsa ahlian pics. u noe like those were u put ur hand in front of ur mouth n blow. or u puff ur cheeks n point ur finger. or u stare at the camera wif SUPER BIG eyeballs. ororor u do the twist thing n act really calm. ahahha it was super fun man! o and next week we're all planning to wear PINK. oOH aNd hOrxX wEe osHo lEaRn tUu tOrRk aNd tYpE lYkE aHlIanzZ wOrXx! cOoL hOrXx? wAhAHA sHo faRRn! mOi lYkE! kEkExX

ahahaha oh man rocks la! oh n im gona change my blogksin to an ahlian blogskin soon. maybe later today when i have the time. wahah AHLIANS UNITE!

anw, then my mom brot the snr 5 girls out for lunch n i tagged along =D whee went to sakae sushi! oh man the foold was delicious. the 2 tables were competing to see who ate more. WE WON! XD ahaha i was sitting beside the belt and charmaine kept tapping me saying "eh that one that one!" "mel take take" "this one this one" ahha n i was pingming taking this n that and i almost toppled the whole stack of used plates =P

haha den we sent the twins home. haha there were so many lentors that my dad got confused. lentor loop lentor crescent lentor link lentor ave. haha n my mom was complaining how my dad had horrible sense of direction. n lene said her dad's one is worse. "eh we'll make a SMALL detour" n they ended up at kallang. HAHAHA from bukit timah make a SMALL DETOUR to kallang then back to yio chu kang. ROCKS MAN.

anw tmr going sentosa wif sijia lisa n ling! =D woa im so surprised my mom allowed me to go man. i mean...after wad happened at east coast last yr =P

me: uh mom...can i go out wif my frens on wed...
mom: go out? where?
me: heh...(i wish she never asked)ermm...heh..SENTOSA! x)
mom: woa! so dangerous!
me: NO! last yr u let me go east coast!
mom: HAHA u still dare to say ah! u lost the bike there right!

ahhhh why must i be reminded of sucha horrible incident! haha hopefully yunie doesnt read this =P

anw this friday must miss half of trng again. psl interview. BAAH i dowan to sing song! so malu. wad song should i sing ah.

I AM COW HEAR ME MOO I WEIGH TWICE AS MUCH AS YOU AND I LOOK GOOD ON THE BARBEQUE.

or should i entertain them wif russell peters

HEY EXCUSE ME...YO MUDDER SO FAT. THAT WHEN SHE JUMP FOR JOY...SHE GOT STUCK. ok thankew.

baah anw, i wanna watch LIP at tess's house later. hvent watched for more than a week ready. cannot tahan.

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Friday, August 05, 2005

sigh, everything's all just so blown up now and it seems as if i cant trust anyone at all. i dont dare to say anything. i dont dare to tell ppl how i feel. i dont dare...all i can say is. on one hand, everything seems to be piling up one by one just like that n i feel like just giving up. on the other hand certain things seem to be happening at the very appropriate time that can help solve this humongous conflict. n i guess it's God's way of helping me. He does let me go thru hard times, but He'll help me thru.

but y must things be so blown up. i wish i could just sit someone down and tell that person wadever i wanna say and how i feel. thing is, WHO CAN I TRUST. WHO??? sigh...the only reason why i'd take lit...is writing poems...esp in times like these...other than that, lit is a nono for me.

oh Lord, send me an angel
help me perform a miracle
oh Lord, hold me in your arms
protect me from all dangers and harms

for what You go through in a day
is more than what I go through everyday
You seem so close, yet so far away
help me get up, help me find a way...

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