Tuesday, September 27, 2005

hi people.highlight of the day:YARU ROCKS MY LIFE.really.she's so nice and everything.i like her a lot.(: did you see the photo there?she looks so good.unlike me.i look like a stupid retard.but i'm always one.so ohwell.anyway,i feel so mean for always bullying yaru.i vandalise her papers and say that her mosquito repellent stink.but actually i stink more even without mosquito repellent.okay.gtg.byeee people.YARU ROCKS!

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

had care group at our house last night. mr n mrs maniam came over to share abt their visit to ASCO in the phillipines. so the parents made us kids sit down to listen. and mrs maniam shared with us abt the children over there.

on sunday morning at 7am, about a hundred children were Q-ing up, barefooted. they dint hv money to buy slippers. there was this pot of porridge waiting to be distributed. in this pot of porridge was ONE chicken. ONE. ONE chicken, to one HUNDRED children. and so she continued explaining how they had not enough money to pay school fees, which are 70 cents per month.

i've heard these cliched stories a gazillion times, probably since jnr sunday school. but these stories have never really made much impact on me. i always complain about what i dont have. i always pray to God to give me what i want. i've never really sat down to thank God for what i have. all along i've been telling God to give me fortunes and riches that i long for, before i can lead a happy life. but i guess, i need to be contented wiith what i have and lead a happy life, then can i enjoy fortunes and riches. not earthly ones, but those up in heaven.

life on earth is only one small dot, in the circle of eternity. 70 years on earth. infinite years in heaven. we come into this world with nth, we walk out of this world with nth. colossians 3:2 says: Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.

okay i've digressed. my point is, now it really hurts to see the poor suffer. and i really wish i can help. and i guess i can. i missed this round's missions trip to cambodia and mynmar coz of exams. but there's one early next yr. i hope i can go.

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Friday, September 23, 2005

sry dora if i was rather impatient and snapped at you over the phone yst. i'm really sorry. u were so nice and patient and considerate, while i was just venting my anger n frustration on you.

yst was a really horrible day. had psl orientation n it ended one hour late...at like 6:30. n when i checked my phone, i had a gazillion msgs and missed calls. the lady in charge of our sl centre msged me and asked me to call her. she seemed rather angry. sijia sms-ed me telling me hssrp form was due yst. then dora called to tell me she spoke to the sl lady n she was pissed wif my second grp. i almost fainted. its like all of a sudden everything came crashing down like that. on top of that, i had to study for today's lit test.

but thankew very much dora for helping me settle the sl stuff, although we all had lit test today. i really appreciate it (=

and so last night i prayed to God to give me a better day. but, today wasnt much better. in the morning, came to skool n realised ivy wasnt arnd. which means we couldnt hand in our hssrp form coz we dint have her form. then went down for morning assembly, n mr halsall came to find me, gave me back the proposal n said there was one major problem that needs to be corrected. i almost fainted. so as i read all his scribbles on the proposal i had to go wif dora to find mrs mak n tell her abt the sl thing. coz the sl lady wanted to talk to her. i feel quite bad abt this. as in, even though i dint go down, i was the leader so i was supposed to see that everything was all right.

and so during IPP mrs mak spoke to our grp. the entire blame was pushed to the four girls. n i was just sitting there...telling her the facts n wad happened...i felt so bad. mrs mak dint even scold me or say anything to me, but i know i was partly responsible. and so these whole chain of events just continued throughout the day. now most of the things are settled. lit test is over. its just rs. sigh rs.

anw, sry yaru and yj if this fight for a place in hssrp is unfair to you. i disapprove of what she's doing too. but i dont noe how to stop her from doing it. if u guys get selected, then congrats, you deserved it. if you dont, just know that you're not lousy or whatever. you guys still did ur best.

sigh this entry is crap. just merely ranting on and on and on....tmr's a boring day. nth on....so i shall stay at home and do rs. actl i dont hv the report wif halsall's scribbles on it. so i cant really edit anything. bleagh.

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

yay back. im so tired. but i think sitting wif yaru n yj's really cool! coz i get to bully yaru XD. i was decorating her math ws wif my beautiful masterpieces. HAHA see even yaru's so amused by my financial management skills. my future lies in financing x)

oh the other day during geog we watched part of hotel rwanda.
Qn: the hutus were supposed to kill the tutsis. but why did one of the hutu kill another hutu?
Ans: coz they're hu2tu2 (=

ah there ws hssrp breifing yst n i actl missed it. i dint even noe there was one! baah. OH and miss huang's our mentor!!! anw we gotta change topic....booo....its due on friday la...AHH i just received a mail from psb06. ok brb gona check mail. ok back! anw where was i? yes hssrp. HAHA yaru yj super poor thing la! they met up wif their mentor yst.

mentor: ok here's ur proposal....*takes out the proposal n shows them* *says super loudly* IT SUCKED.

HAHAHAHA OH NO! OUCH! i think she's really hilarious la. ok nvm i shall not tease both of them further. u rock k? haha. ok nth else to say. gtg now. byeee.

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I MUST COMPLAIN. its com studs now n i brought a gazillion chem and lit ws to do n study. BUT my image couldnt appear on the uploaded site. n this lesson we're hving this relief tcher. so he was tryna help me. he took a good 30mins just to put that pic up la! i bet u if it was mr chia he'd be able to do it in the snap of the fingers. ARGH now i cant do my chem ws alrdy. HMPH.

oh just now yunie n shihui were teasing becky abt this guy who likes her. so they went to the hwachong website. and i was really amused so i was like saying super loudly: WHAT?! WHY YOU GOING TO THE HWA...*shihui covers my mouth n suffocates me* but it was too late. becky found out. HAHA! sry shee.

anw its lit later boooooo. but its ok. at least im sitting wif yaru n yj now x) im helping yaru finance her plan. coz she bot me 2 eggs n i owe her $1.20. so i put 12 10 cent coins in a mini container and give one coin to yaru everyday. lidat she wont buy 6 wangwangs at one shot. but she'll hv to wait for 2 days to buy one wangwang! haha im a future financial manager =D *beams proudly* ok gtg soon. BYEEEE.

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

to yaru and yingjing:
you haven't lost the race till you stop running. losers are those who stop when they think they cannot do it without even finishing. so don't stop. because even if you didn't win, even if you were the last few, you still gained as much experience throughout the journey as the others, maybe even more.

who do you think would mature more. a person who is born smart and doesn't need to study much at all, just scoring for every single thing without any hardships, or a person who's worked very hard, gone through many hardships and failures but still persevering, and finally succeeding? you don't know how nice the day is till you've seen the night. and when it's night time, don't give up. coz you know that the sun will rise again. dont let hardships spoil your friendship. rather, let your friendship lead you through hardships.

the blue pouch that you see me carrying everyday, the one which everyone says looks like a pencil case, contains this:

Get Up and Live

If you look around and see some joys have passed you by
Don’t feel blue, just get up and live
And if you ever sigh over things you wish you’d try
Now’s the time to get up and live
Don’t set your heart on things you have missed
But look out to the horizon
And get up and live

Chorus:
One day, one day, one day at a time
One day, one day at a time
One day, one day, living one day at a time
One day, one day at a time

And if your past romances lie behind in ruins
Start to love yourself and get up and live
And if some painful memory keeps you hiding from tomorrow
Take a second chance to get up and live
But don’t let your sorrow scold you
Don’t live in the past
And don’t let your failures hold you
Just get up and live

If you had a dream of what you might have been
Don’t let go, just get up and live
And if you think the years turn too quickly through life’s pages
Take what’s left and get up and live
But don’t mourn the years that have drifted
Or what might have been
Take hold of all you’ve been given
And get up and live
Get up and live

One day, one day, living one day…
Ooh one day, one day, just live one day
Just live one day...one day…at a time….

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Friday, September 16, 2005

sigh its 1:41am n we're doing hssrp proposal. was a rather last minute thing. only decided on tuesday. sigh my knees hurt. thanks to spastic arina who fell on me during bball. although its just a scratch its very pain. i can't stand straight now, so im like TOTTLING around the house. dont think i can bowl tmr for interhse.

man its so lonely now. audrey's not online. coz she's had 3 late nites. booo...anw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL. (= my beloved ahma. may you live and prosper to a ripe old age. shall share a poem made by me and 2 other ppl. shall not mention their names for safety reason. coz its amazing how certain things can really spread fast.

The Tides

A wave has passed and the water's calming down,
A ripple is seen and stirs into a storm.
Lament and sigh as life passes by.
Yet still waters run deep - for those with waters raging white,
may all be a tempest of a shallow sea.
Through their destructive powers they produce works of art -
nature's beautifully rounded pebbles, the wide swathes of sandy beaches...
Rest wounded soul and find respite in nature's darkness:
Tomorrow is yet another day.
Come on, soldier on, you are not alone:
in these eyes you see a future glory
in these reflections they glimmer
and remind you of the sea.

isnt it so true. its never easy doing the right thing. coz the short term effects can really seem like it ruins ur entire life. how short is short? i really wonder...coz this short term seems to be rather long...and i guess acceptance is the key to such problems. really, all those moaning and groaning does nothing but spoil our mood. instead of criticizing, why not say they're just doing the best that they can? and maybe we'll realise that acceptance is, after all, the key to our problems.

today we collected our chinese newspapers and i saw the article abt the filipino maid and her photo on the front page. i stared at it for awhile. then for no reason i just closed my eyes and started praying. i dont know why, i just did. although actually, my prayer was rather useless. i prayed that she was a christian. isn't that stupid. why do you pray for smth that has alrdy happened, just that you dont know the fact. but i still prayed. i prayed over and over again. then i shed a tear. it just really hurts me a lot to see non-believers perish like that. it hurts so badly my heart aches.

ok its alrdy past 2 and we're done wif our proposal. so i shall stop here now.

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

spent 2 hours doing lit review for rs today. fortunately my tutor called to cancel chinese tuition today. if not i'd have died man. these 2 days in skool have been real cool.

yst had cooking. cooked nasi lemak and acar. haha dez n i were failures man. our peanuts and ikan belis were like how soft can. i think i added too much oil =P. the acar tasted great. coz i was the one who added in all the sauce (= *beams proudly* o the other time in cooking we were doing prune cakes. i placed the small metal bowl in the sink. then i put the humongous mixing bowl on top of it. then when it was time to wash, i took up the humongous bowl n the metal bowl got stuck under the round groove of the mixing bowl. hahaha so we tried all sortsa stuff. dez pulled the mixing bowl n i pulled the metal bowl...nth happened. we tried adding hot water...i just scalded my hands wif the hot metal. haha we rock.

during theory session:

mrs wong: so girls, you all must remember to eat alot of iron. iron is very good for replenishment after you have your....you know *does some weird action*

yajie: LIKE ME! I HAVE NOW!! *raises hand n waves it around enthu-ly*

us: ERRRR....*faints*

yajie: heh...im very happy ok! i thought i have my menopause alrdy...

HAHAHA. OH MY WORD can someone pls knock some sense into yajie. i think she seriously suffers from premature aging.

had chem today. i like chem. its fun. although its so cheem n it sux. but that's what makes me pay full attention in class. else i tend to drift off halfway. haha mrs tay's hilarious. she was using THE OCTOPUS STORY to explain to us covalent bonding. why? coz octopus got 8 legs...-_-

so anw, i guess we were all so fascinated by the octopus. then during math we were doing angle properties. n we did the killer revision again. u noe she goes down the register list n u gotta say one thing u learnt abt that topic. BUT this time round, she started from register 18, then down all the way to 1, then go to the back again. so i was like HAHA jasmine u die u still last! budden when miss lim finished 1, she went to 36! AH!! pok! so i was 2nd last...I ALMOST DIED. then halfway i realised they missed out comp. and supp. angles. so i got so excited. i was like HAHA they're so pok they don't realise. so many of them got stuck. then when it came to 22, nat, miss lim just had to give her a clue. so she went "ah...complementary angles" and yunie immediately bounced up "SUPPLEMENTARY ANGLES!" AHHHHH I SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT MAN. but miss lim loves me to bits la. so she gave me chance. just draw ext angles of the triangle. HAHA (=

so we did our ws. ee and yile talk ABIT the not loud la hor.

ee: eh octagon is 8 sides right...
yile: no...10 sides...
ee: no...8 sides!
yile: 10 sides la...october is 10th month wad!
ee: *super loudly* OCTOPUS HAVE 8 LEGS WAD!

HAHA the whole class burst out luffing. ee loves chem! oops, i mean, ee loves OCTOPUSES! (= o and im so smart i love myself to bits. halfway while doing the ws i came out wif a new discovery! haha. i shall not share it here in case its so pro some ppl go and kope it and sell the idea. its intellectual property of mel loon. *grins guia-ly* =D so far i only told jasmine n sijia. both were equally amused.

anw so happened to catch the last 5 mins of this movie on channel 5 just now. dono the title. but the ending was really really nice. it ended off wif an excerpt from julius caesar by shakespeare. audrey shared it wif me few weeks back. and i guess it really means alot to me, smth like the verse james 1:2-4:

there is an affair in the tides of men,
which, taken at the flood, leads on to fortune;
omitted, all the voyage of their life
is bound in shallows and in miseries

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Monday, September 12, 2005

im sunburnt once again and i look like rudolph. rudolph the red nose raindeer *beepbeep*. ok that sounds wrong. beepbeep's for roadrunner. i think its really cute. BEEPBEEP. i think clarice reminds me of roadrunner. she has long and sexy legs like roadrunner (=

lets see what we did at sentosa yst. we rented kayaks and paddleboats! yeap so we were out in the sea hving fun. had kayak racing, and obviously, SERENE AND I WON (= our first race was serene n i vs adelyn n gloria

us: WAHOO we're winning! HAHA they're so retarded...row so far from the island one...*beams proudly* *crashes into the rocks* YAYY WE WON!

they: AYE. YOU ALL GO WRONG ISLAND LA.

us: *faints and capsizes into the sea*

sigh...but its ok. we were still much faster (=

then went on the paddleboat wif gloria. i was paddling. so by the time i reached the mini island i was dying. so serene paddled me. and after paddling for 5m she gave up...haha so in the end we both jumped off and er pushed the boat back to shore.

ah my bro just finished his chinese prelims. yayy. im happy for him (= actl, im not happy for him. im just happy. coz for the past few days he's been doing nth but mugging. so he doesnt sit behind me to use the comp. he doesnt play the guitar and he doesnt watch tv. so the house is really quiet. gets kinda weird after awhile.

just now in the living room:

dad: so how was ur prelims
bro: ok lor
dad: what was the topic
bro: tiao lou zi sha
dad: oh, wad did u write
bro: that nowadays alot of ppl tiao lou and they shouldn't tiao lou lor
dad: *about to start his long monotonous lectures again* and why do these ppl wanna tiao lou?
bro: *impatiently* aiya coz ppl strike 4D toto so happy then they wanna go heaven la.

hoho and this melbourne guy went to las vegas n won 10 million bucks. crazy la. no need to work for the rest of is life alrdy. he was like sitting in front of a table full of a gazillion stacks of notes. anyone could've just stuck their hand out n koped one. i bet he wouldnt mind. haha.

o n there's this new 9 o clock show so i decided to watch it. quite weird coz i never watch tv. but anw, ITS FREAKY. like who on earth is that li weizhong guy man. reminds me of inspector goole. YIKES.

oh today on bus 966 sijia n i were talking when suddenly this lady sitting in front of me stuck her hand towards my head n started like....FIHSING her hand arnd in the air right in front of my face. i was like WAD ON EARTH IS SHE DOING?! i almost wanted to shout molest. then she turned to look at me n realised there was no bar there. so she got up, walked towards the door n pressed the button. CHEY. scare me man. haha but quite spas la. fishing ur hand in the air right in front of someone's face.

which reminds me of a few weeks ago. i was having an afternoon nap and my bro came in to call me.

he: aye wanna go play tennis?
me: (half asleep) mmm....*starts prancing my hand in the air like a retarded toot*
he: huh? wad doing u? wad's wrong wif ur hand? u wanna play anot?
me: huh.....mmm.....*continues prancing*

HAHA crap la retarded man. later that day when i woke up he told me i looked like a fortune cat. haha. seriously i dono wad i was doing either. i think i was tryna shoo him away coz he was distracting me from my beauty sleep. but i was too tired to raise my hand. so i just....fortune-cat-ed.

yay tmr's a cool day! morning its science lab, then COOKING! then cle then rs. wahoo. tuesdays rock man. its like a cao slacker day. u should take note of the way mrs tay presses "ctr alt dlt". its hilarious. normally ppl press ctrl then alt then dlt. but she places all 3 fingers on the 3 buttons. then she like...has some internal charge up. then when she's fully charge she jerks upwards and *BANG!* hits the keys. haha super funny la. dez n i were trying it today during com studs. eh quite hard k! i wonder how she does it.

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

tmr's first day of term4. n its gona be really hectic. quite relaxed coz ive done all my homework. went to sentosa today, shall blog abt it in further detail tmr.

just like everyone else, people walk in and out of my life. they all leave footprints. some just leave it nearer the seaside, others further in. as for those further in, no matter how high the tide is, it can never wash them away. but it is my choice to erase those footprints. yet i choose not to. or rather, i cant.

but i guess i have to. i have to force myself to. because if one day i were to drown in the tides of the sea, the people who will help me out are those walking by the sea. while the sets of footprints further from the sea....will just remain there.

move on. which is harder. moving on from failures, or moving on from pleasures? i guess i've gone through both at the same period, and both have been experienced to a rather great extent. failures do nothing but hurt, but after a while i realise they have a purpose. i pick myself up n begin to smile. pleasures make me both happy and sad. sometimes i jump for joy and feel high. sometimes i feel rather hurt. and as time goes by...i get hurt more and more.

im still searching for an answer. which is easier to move on from. and what's the purpose of me having this...all i know is that everything happens for a purpose.

anw just wanna wish the sec 4s all the best for their chinese prelims. will be praying for you guys (=

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Friday, September 09, 2005

ok. FORGET ABOUT THE PREVIOUS POST. i was just pms-ing i guess. right now im HAPPY. coz i just finished reading andrew matthews' "being a HAPPY teenager"! wahoo! haha my mom's doing spring cleaning now so she put a whole shelf of personal development books in my room. spotted this book, so decided to just read it. many other very interesting ones. like being happy, making friends. some woman following her heart or smth. OH and five ppl u meet in heaven =D

yes and this being a happy teenager book has really made my day! or rather, my night. haha. n so wif the help of audrey, i set my goals wif her over msn =D yay i suddenly feel really happy. oo and last nite while spring cleaning my mom dug out 2 of our gameboys. whoosh they're really old man. last time i played them was like...in p4. haha i remember it was a reward for getting into EM1. so anw my mom was tryna turn it on to play tetris. YES my mom plays gameboy can u believe it. but its tetris at least, not some spiderman or mario. but it was like kinda spoilt. when u turn on the button u see nth but light.

so i offered to help her REPAIR it. obviously i was just joking, but nvm. haha. got her to bring me a screwdriver to open the whole thing up. n she was like "aiya spoil alrdy la...if u can help me fix, I'LL LET YOU WATCH LOVER'S IN PARIS TONITE" HOHO that really motivated me man! so i inspected the gameboy, spotted the "contrast" button and adjusted it. tada, the "nintendo" word was in sight. HAHA stupid right. so anw, I GOT TO WATCH MY LIP! XD

whee that's my gameboy. it's a golden gameboy light. n it has a POKEMON and DONALD DUCK sticker at the back. haha.



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i realise i always accept things thats being pushed to me. like how for this sl project i was chucked wif the leader position. arent i sucha a fool. since everyone's unwilling to be the leader, i should've done the same too. why accept the position just because everyone else doesnt want it? i dont want it either. i just took it cause it was being chucked to me. or rather, i was the only one who sat in the corner like a coward not daring to say i dint wanna be the leader.

and right now it seems that the definition of a leader is not one who leads the team, but one who SERVES the team. like a personal assistant. maybe this might have gone out of ur minds, so lemme remind you: i also have the same amount of skool work that u guys have, and im not exactly THAT free to act as ur personal assistants. on top of skool work, this sl project comes on me like a ton of brick. count myself even more unlucky, our group's representing the class to present to the level. and this has really gotten on my nerves, as much as i think im getting on your nerves.

"WHY SO OUT OF THE BLUE!?" "WHY NOW THEN TELL ME?" pls understand that i am trying my best to inform you ppl as early as possible. i can very well not call u guys up to come down to the centre. we'll just be short of one video. just a 5-slide presentation wif 3 pathetic pictures. and of course, our class's reputation destroyed. if that's what you want, pls tell me directly. dont use moaning and groaning as a tactic to wear me out and test my patience.

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

for as long as i shall live; i will testify to love; i'll be a witness in the silences when words are not enough

ahh this song's been stuck in my head ever since sunday's family night. THANK GOD everything went smoothly. i was kinda freaked out la. i mean, i've never sung into a microphone before can. all the more in front of the whole church....=S o btw, thnx ray and band for helping us play! really appreciate it. would've died without u guys.

anw, then my dad was the speaker and HE KOPED MY JOKE! he tried to begin his speech wif an anecdote, which wasnt exactly true. "yst while we were at cold storage, my wife was holding up this bottle of orange juice and staring at it. so i told my son to come wif me n get the other stuff and when i came back, she was still staring at it. so i asked her wads wrong. n she said it says-concentrated." -.- LAME LAME LAME.

anw after that ray n i went to tessa's house to watch LIP! wahooooo rox man. although now its getting abit confusing. we were lying on the sofa bed wif the aircon on eating mooncake n watching it. SHIOK man! then ray went home n tess n i continued watching. ended up staying over there. heh.

the next day went to orchard to meet yaru n yj. supposed to watch movie, but ended up walking up and down the whole of orchard road doing nth. spent like more than 2 hours there la. and according to yaru, we went to skool for the supposed-to-be-one-hour-but-ended-up-10-mins quality of skool survey. STOOPID right. like it spoilt my whole day can! just sit in the com lab answering 60Qns. n these Qns arent even different. they're like THE SAME. u noe ask here ask there, basicallie they're asking us whether we like our skools frens n tchers FULLSTOP. but they just try to rephrase it to make it seem abit longer n not piss us off but to no avail. and yes i totally agree wif yaru man. one Qn asked whether the tchers care abt our family n health etc. like HELLO dont tell me the tcher's gona go in n say "hi class! are u guys feeling HEALTHY today?!!"

sigh. cheat my money oni. at night went wif my family to watch one more chance. cried thrice. stoopid. ive never cried watching a movie before. haha nvm.

anw yst went to skool for reforestation thingy. then went to do CIP. i thought it was at serangoon st. stephens. but it was at west grove JURONG. was bored to death man. they were hving some taf programme thingy. yea k some of the kids were cute, but some of them were FREAKY. like they were hving some nature hunt n they needed specs, hairbands n watches. so i was like totally STRIPPED of my pride. no specs no hairband no watch. ARGH. then their instructor was like "woa now u got everything alrdy, say thankew to this jiejie!" n they all chorused wif the long draggy tone in the way they greet tchers "DAAANG KIIIUU ZHEHHHH ZHEHHH" wth wth that sounds WRONG man. then this girl in the grp came up n gazed LOVINGLY right into my eyes n was like "u look so nice without ur specs..." OH MAN i almost PUKED la. FREAKED ME OUT.

so anw sijia n i took a BUS home. quite stoopid right. i dono y we took a bus. took like 2 hours to get home. almost dieded.

extra trng today was quite cool. EXCEPT for the fact that audrey kept ranting on n on abt her stoopid bleach and wad abari renji n wad naming her bowling balls zombirango and zumberinga and wad crap aiya dono how to spell la. zhongzhi its some weirdo ZZZ name that means CUTTING THE MOON. DIAOOOO. and she said ann's hair looks like a fountain. so i said hers looks like a WATERFALL. then she said mine looks like a mop -_- anw i've finally gotten my roll! no more spinning. cat made me paste this red tape on my hand n take off my glasses n stare at the tape the whole trng. i almost died can. i felt so giddy la. n then steffi would tell me that ive gotten the roll n now it looks so good. when all i can see is this ambiguous green figure going further n further away. sux man.

anw then went for chinese tuition. and then went to longkang to catch fish wif my bro! quite stoopid la. he wants to use these fish as a bait for his fishing trip tmr. stoopid right! haha catch fish to fish... the mini longkang which usualli had a gazillion fishes was suddenly so empty. so we walked to the humongous kennel which had a gazillion BIG fishies. yea coz nobody ever catches fish from there, kinda impossible. so my bro and i were tryna find ways to get down there. finally spotted this longkang which had a tunnel leading to the kennel. but the tunnel was quite narrow la. 1m by 1m oni. n its DARK n STINKY. haha so my bro went in there while i waited up there to collect the caught fish (= haha halfway in the tunnel:

bro: ah yikes there's this humongous spider on the web right in front of me!
me: whack it wif ur slippers la.
bro: AH MEL THERE'S A FROG!
frog: RIBBET RIBBET.

haha if it were me i'd hv run out man. so anw he got to the kennel! YAY!! haha super cool man we caught tons of fishies. then everytime someone passed by they'd look at my bro wondering how on earth he ever got in there. so anw he gave me the small fishies to rear. n he's gona use the big fishies as baits. whee i wanna go fishing again. its so fun. eh but hope i dont get dengue. YIKES.

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Friday, September 02, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESS

haha. hope you had a wonderful day. lets see wad can you do at 15 now...PROBABLY STILL THE SAME STUFF THAT I CAN DO TOO. HAHA! wait one more yr for ur NC16 shows girl.

ok lets start with wed. tcher's day concert was...NO COMMENTS. EXCEPT jtoh! DID YOU HEAR HIM SING?! OH MY WORD so...so....COOL! he's got such an instrumental voice! and did you see him swing his arms n stuff and clapping at his seat? AHH! *screams and faints* i totally agree with audwee. he should be called mr HOT (=

anw, then went to macs wif yaru for brunch. wasit brunch? or breakfast? nvm. BRUNCH. on our way there i saw LISA OOI walking in the opposite direction. and i stared straight at her as she brushed right past me. can someone pls make some sense outta wad happened?
1)she dint see me coz she was busy toking to her fren
2)she couldnt recognize me
3)she chose to dao me
all 3 possibilities are as sadded dont u think so.

so anw at macs. we ate and talked, contemplating whether to go back to our pri skools.(which we finally did)and came to a very interesting topic. pri skool. haha. basically we felt that pri skool was a realli shallow period where nobody knew anything but to study. and frenships then weren't really true. ya know, everyone was just for ourselves. we dint really open up to each other. a fren then was just someone we had recess wif, and celebrate our bdays with. then when we enter sec skool we got new frens. at first we all missed our pri skool frens and miss ang like crazy. sometimes i'd lie in bed n cry coz i missed them so much n i was so traumatized by rg.

but i guess now everything's all totally fine. even better than fine (=. but one thing, i still miss miss ang! she is by far the best tcher i've ever had. im sure the same applies to 6/1'03 =D sometimes i still do lie in bed n cry thinking abt her n the things she used to tell us.

so anw went back to khs. yea met zhixin wenqian jiahui n many others. OH and zhixin and yaru were ex-ballet mates. HAHA IMAGINE YARU DANCING. then went to swensens wif jiahui weifu n kenneth. ordered a mixed chicken meal and only paid 15 cents for it! HAHA THNX WEIFU (= weifu's so nice right? HOHO RIGHT. o yea and met ray there. ray looked so sneaky. doing wad i dont noe. haha.

then in the evening went to the airport to send cheryl off to china. HAHA HI CHERYL HOW'S CHINA? i bet she's struggling to speak chinese to those peeps over there. SHEE SHEE SHOR SHOR. hahaha.

anw in the car. i thought abt exactly the same thing as wad sarah thought. i was bored. so i asked myself the same unanswerable question. wad's my ambition in life. lemme tell u. i really hv NO IDEA. then i realised. no matter wad i become or wad i am, my sole and ultimate purpose in life is to live a life for God. to live a life pleasing to God. yea mom's told me that a gazillion times. it goes into my head then once family devotion's over, WOOSH. gone out.

at the end of the day when i die and meet God in heaven. n He asks me, "what have you done for me in your life". wad am i gonna say? O LORD I BECAME AN ACCOUNTANT! OH I GOT 4.0 GPA CONSECUTIVELY FOR ALL FOUR YEARS. AND I GOT A SCHOLARSHIP TO THE IVY LEAGUE UNIVERSITY. ya think that's the answer He's been longing for? NO WAY man.

right now i wish to tell Him that i've read the bible from cover to cover. (which i have yet to) and i brought so and so to know You. or even if so and so didn't come to accept You at that time i still prayed for her every night, and when she went to uni she accepted You as her Lord. basically, i want all these checked on my checklist when im lying on my death bed. which, hopefully, wont be too soon XP.

ok anw anw back to reality. where was i? o yea. sitting in the car. so reached the airport and went to swensens for dinner wif mel my mom and the snr 3 girls! swensens AGAIN heh. but this time no more 15cents special price la. heh.

so anw we were talking abt loadsa stuff, then we came to when mel was my age, 14, and my mom was teaching her class. and the pro me was recounting all the incidents that happened 9 yrs ago. i got good memory! ahha yea my mom n mel were shocked that i could remember them. so anw we went to the same swensens coz we were sending fiona off to the US. then there's this world globe wif alot of coins on it. then one of the girls, either mel or sarah, went to kope one of the coins. HAHAH.

and once they came over to have steamboat n stayover. then we were playing blind mice in my mom's room. while fiona was doing exercise on the gym mat in the dark floor and we kept stepping on her. then the masterbed was a restricted area, no one was supposed to go there. but mel would always cary me onto the bed n play cheat. HAH! then i tried chucking her under the dressing table to help her hide. but i forgot. she was too big, not as small as baby me. so she got stuck there and was like knocking furiously against the table while i happily CHUCKED her in further. HAHAHA! yea when we turned on the lights she got stuck there n they had to pull her out =P n mel was saying how in pri skool she was really playful. she'd do loadsa WEIRD stuff. like...HEH i better not mention it here. give her some face (=

yea we had a realli fun time recounting all those incidents. o n tess and i were saying how when we were in pri skool we'd always go to each others' house n play together wif our bros. our favourite game was shop. tess n i would set up a cool station n sell milo n milk. our bros would set up lan shops. o n then later on we started using REAL money, and when our parents found out we got scolded =P. then once we stood on her sofa all morning trying to free-fall backwards. HAHHA spastic man.

o yea wait one last one. heh. when i was 6 yrs old, just the day before i entered p1, i was playing bball wif tess n her bro at their house. we were playing on the porch which was one level above the carpark. so tim passed the ball to me n i missed. n the ball rolled towards the stairs n was abt to roll down. so i stuck out my leg to stop it, but it still rolled further, and my leg followed it over the edge onto the stairs. and so *PIAK* i fell on the stairs. after which i ROLLED ALL THE WAY DOWN THE STAIRS. *GOOK GOOK GOOK GOOK GOOK* hahahha it was quite fun actl.

ok i think everyone's getting bored now. so i shall get back to where i was. we finished dinner at swensens n sent cheryl off. then, MEL'S WONDERFUL COOPER COULDN'T START. (= so we had to call the technician who took an hour to come, and we got stranded at the airport for 2 hours. HOHO.dont worry mel dont feel too guilty. it was quite an adventure actualli. haha seriously.

anw, happy holidays! yay today was quite a cool day. first thing in the morning they said the shortlisted psls were out on the board. AHH i almost screamed. but got in! yay. then last period, math, got back math. yea when i walked up to the front miss lim was like looking at my marks n smiling at me. i was like COOL i probably did well. yea i did do well. BUT i could've done better. yeayea everyone says that. but seriously! if not for the stoopid error which they asked us to correct, but i didnt correct coz i dint noe wad on earth they were saying, i could've gotten 2 more marks. n i forgot to add in 2 more sides of the sector, which cost me another 2 marks. BOO.

then lwer sec assembly. smth abt poetry n stuff. then we made a poem for this sec 1 girl. HAHA SUPER FUNNY LA.
michelle got angry coz she wanted to do her work
but she was dragged away by the jerk
she played on the piano all day long
she got so angry that she ripped her thong.
HAHAHAH oh man die la someone's gona get in deep trouble sooner or later. anw, i think im gona break record for longest entry liao. gtg now. BYE!

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