Monday, October 31, 2005

ok, so i've not really gotten over stairway to heaven. yesterday, after finishing the whole show i was rather high. was thinking of RUI EN (= and i thought i wasnt really affected...kept telling myself it's just a show. BUT i went to take an afternoon nap. and i dreamt of stairway to heaven! i dreamt of so many different continuations to the show. i remember seeing taihua ge running around. and i was like: HUH?! HE'S STILL ALIVE?! I THOUGHT HE'S DEAD! its like...oh man how can they just end like that! are u sure jingshu's waiting for him in heaven?? are u sure jingshu's even in heaven?? oh man. traumatic post-effects of stairway to heaven.

and now our class's favourite phrases:

opa...sarang hae!
dae ga jeong shoi!
oma...oma..!

hahhaah. its so cool man! x) anyway. my nice nice ah ma's passed me the full house disc! yay!! choo u can come and watch alrdy! yes. full house. a break from tragedies.

anw, got back english and chinese papers today. quite ok la. and mrs ng says that teacher refuses to gimme more marks for oral! ARGH!! so unfair lor! seriously la! oh sigh. but nvm. so we've gotten back all our papers. thank you God for blessing me with...erm...quite good results. HAHA. LIT WAS THE BEST MAN! dez, cherrie and i ended off lit with a big bang man! highest marks in our entire 2 years of torture! wahooo!!! its like i totally gave up hope after the lit paper la. dez and i dint bother listening to them explaining the Qns. we just wanted to look at our crap marks and crush our papers and say byebye to lit and flush it down the toilet bowl. no wait. if i flush it down the toilet bowl then it'll get stuck and my whole toilet bowl will get chocked and lit will be in there forever! NOOO. okok dont flush it down the toilet bowl. anw, yes we all expected to do super badly. dez even drew a pig on her Qn paper. budden when we got back, i saw my marks, dez saw hers and *SCREEEEEAAMMSSS*. hahah and the teacher's super cute. our whole papers were filled with "ok"s. weird. miss ong's profound word is "perhaps". this one "OK". haha! OH MAN reminds me of stairway to heaven!!! baah ok nvm.

baah tmr's public holiday. and my mummy's dragging my whole family for a flu jab for canada's trip! eeeeee i dont like jabs! PAIN! =( yucks yucks. o sigh my head hurts. i dont like my new specs. as in. yea it looks cool but it doesnt feel cool. coz the sides poke straight into my head and clashes wif my hairband. so i have to put my hairband and then put my specs over it. super pain la! THEN RIGHT. today i walked to the foyer and i saw sarah. I DINT WANNA SEE HER. so i used my stack of papers to cover my face. THEN SHE WHACKED THE SIDE OF MY HEAD LA! THEN. her fren started pointing at me and laughing like a LOON. VERY NICE TO LAUGH MEH! HMPH! =(

o sigh...i miss my old specs. TO THE WONDERFUL GIRL WHO BANGED RIGHT INTO MY SPECS DURING NET CARN: YOU ROCK.

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Sunday, October 30, 2005

i've just finished watching stairway to heaven. tragic ending...o sigh...nvm it's just a show mel, she dint really die. WASTED LA. THE BROTHER SHOULDNT HAVE DONATED HIS EYES TO HER. ARGH HE'S SO DUMB. AND RIGHT. I THINK THEY GOT ALOT OF MONEY HOR. PUT ONE GRAND PIANO RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE BEACH WITH ALL THE SEA WATER CRASHING AGAINST IT. HAVENT PLAY FINISH THE SONG ALRDY SPOIL LA. AHHH WHY DID JINGSHU DIE HUH HUH HUH???!!

ok sry. im going crazy. next im going to watch. FULL HOUSE. yes. but must wait till my ah ma gets her vcd back from her fren. yea my ah ma's very hip. full house is better. happy ending. so i wont have to cry so much.

o sigh. so sad. u noe i think the saddest part of this show was when jing shu regained her memory. budden chengjun ge refused to believe her and thought she was drunk.

choijiwoo: dae ga jeong shoi!!! *laughs*
kwonsangwoo: *nods head but doesn't believe her*
choijiwoo: DAE GA...DAE GA JEONG SHOI!!! DAE GA JEONG SHOI!! *cries and wails*
kwonsangwoo: *nods head AGAIN but not believing AGAIN*
and then the sad song starts playing: woowoowoo....woowoowoowoo.....woowoowoowoo....

AHHH!!! i cried and cried and cried la!! yes yunie and i are gona watch that part again and cry together once more. oh man i feel like going back to watch the first 2 discs of winter sonata again. YES I SHALL. but not now. i dont wanna see choijiwoo right now. makes me wanna cry =(...

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

everybody. 205 is no longer shibai. coz WE WON ACP!!! WE WON ACP!!! WAHOOOOO!!! we rock we rock we rock! woa at first i saw 13 big boxes on the table. then i was like: COOL each class gets one box! but actl they were only gona give to the top 5?! and when 202 came up to collect their 5th prize the teacher chucked 2 humongous boxes into the girl's hand. then when 208 came up to collect their 4th prize the teacher chucked the girl with THREE boxes. and then the 2nd prize went to 206, and we were all like giving up hope AND THE TEACHER CHUCKED HER FOUR BOXES. but toot roo was like: mel believe we can achieve mel! we'll win! we'll win! which was obviously rather sarcastic. but we still won (=

anw, have been practising netball for the past few days and now my whole body aches like siao. and i was so bored i used 2 sticks to play jian shu with ivy. then i used them as crutches going arnd asking everyone to support the less fortunate. i think i created quite a huge scene in the courts =P. but its super cool. i think going on crutches is so cool. but i cant go on crutches unless i break my leg. WHICH REMINDS ME. I FORGOT TO JUMP DOWN THE RAFFLES TREE AFTER MY MATH PAPER ON 21 OCTOBER AT 9:27:43am. oh sigh.

anw. i had a really really weird dream about a week ago. i dreamt of a combination of a gazllion people. the only few i can remember now is that i was in my car on the way to skool near hougang mall (dont ask me why i ended up there) and i saw dora running down from a hdb flat, supposedly her house. I KNOW. maybe i studied too much history on hdb and housing programme. then after that i dreamt that i was on the bus 105 with audrey, then i got off the bus. then when i was going home i boarded the same 105 bus and found that audrey had left her WALLET and her BOWLING BAG on the bus. so i was so shocked i dragged the bag down the bus and tottled along the road to find her. and her bag fell on the floor and crashed into pieces. HOW COOL IS THAT MAN.

anw, i am currently unable to follow my korean drama schedule due to unforseen circumstances. which is, my mom has yet to get full house from my ah ma. and maine lene ray n tess came over on sunday to watch stairway to heaven. so im currently watching stairway to heaven, which is making me cry and cry and cry like siao. i've never ever cried so much over a show before la! its super super sad can! plus they say its a sad ending =( oh sigh. SO SAD LA. that youli and her mom are really evil beyond evilness man! AND I MISS JING SHU. I WANT HER BACK. its so sad!!! o sigh i cant wait for her to regain her memory. btw, i think youli's brother is UGLY ok. BUT KWON SANG WOO IS HOT! and choi ji woo's super cute. she looks very nice when she cries.

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CUTE RIGHT!

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and jang nara! she's cool and cute.

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don't you think jeon ji hyun looks like rui en? x) both super chio la.

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and mr hot. (=

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Friday, October 21, 2005

HALLELUJAH PRAISE THE LORD! x) to my fellow 205-ers: DON'T BE TOO DISCOURAGED ABT MATH EOI AND MATH PT. OUR WHOLE LIVES DON'T REVOLVE ARND MATH. WE CAN'T LET SUCHA PATHETIC SUBJECT DESTROY OUR CELEBRATIONS. SO LET'S CELEBRATE!

wahoooooooo. the long awaited day. fianally! practised netball after math test. then went out wif sijia and...lazed arnd. now sijia's back in skool helping out in the sec 4 net carn. and she'll only be back at 7. AWWW!! ahha. poor sijia. ok this is my korean drama plan for the hols:

this weekend: watch finish my ba li lian ren!!
next week: watch full house! (with yaru and lijie! =D)
week after till end of year: watch DA CHANG JIN! x)

yes. i can do it. one disc of da chang jin per day. that'll take me 70 days. slightly more than 2 months. I CAN DO IT! and i wanna watch stairway to heaven! but i heard its a sad ending =(...but got choi ji woo! x) EH BUT GOT KWON SANG WOO ALSO. EEE. dez watched it 3 times can u believe it. and now she's started on her winter sonata. apparently she's very put off by bae yong jun. HAHA. nvm got choi ji woo there =D but choi ji woo does nth but cry all day long. weepie.

oh and i wanna watch hong dou nu zi lian too! its super old, and i watched abit of it last time. but i wanna watch again coz there's JANG NARA! x) sijia and yile agree that jang nara looks like song hae gyo. just that song hae gyo's the sweet kinda cute. jang nara's the COOL kinda cute. she looks so cool and cute la. especially when she combs her her back! *screams and faints* pity jang nara's very out now =( WHY'S SHE OUT SHE'S SO CUTE AND COOL.

ANYWAY. i realise other than watching korean dramas, i've really got NOTHING to do this whole hols. sheesh. there's really nth to do! go orchard oso sian. other than orchard oso nowhere to go. yaru suggested going to the ZOO. but its so dangerous! later the chimpanzees molest us. she suggested going to snow city. like HELLO how fun is that la. going to canada to ski is so much funner.

and that's wad we're doing at the end of the year! yay. but im kinda scared. coz the other time when i was skiing at america, i almost crashed into a pile of skis leaning against the snow-cliff. and claire and i fell on our butts the first time we got off the chairlift. and i remember once i forgot to put my legs in the inverted "v" shape, they were just closed and straight. so i went zooming down the steep mountain. I ALMOST CRIED OKAY. man its so scary! but its quite fun la. heh.

okay, im so bored. im going off to...find smth to do now. BYE. btw, RUI EN ROX. x)

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Monday, October 17, 2005

i planned to not blog until after the eoys where i'd have a megapost. but toot roo wants me to blog. so here i am. well actl, i DO have a mega incident to blog abt. o man. thinking of it just makes my hand go jelly la. see la yaru. sabo me.

today had english paper. paper 2 was compre. once paper 2 ended, mrs ng and 3 others collected all the stuff. mrs ng collected compre answers + summary, jasmine collected Qn paper, cheryl collected unused foolscap paper and char collected used foolscap paper. so i handed in everything. left summary. then i saw so many ppl handing in their DRAFT summaries to char. and i tot they were the ACTUAL summaries. so smart mel handed in her ACTUAL SUMMARY to char.

then mrs ng went round collecting the ACTUAL summary. and everyone had their ACTUAL summary on their tables waiting for them to be collected. while my table was EMPTY. and so i realised i handed it in to char and i panicked. i raised my hand and said "mrs ng i handed in my summary to..." before i could finish, she thought i had handed it in together with the answers, so she asked me to stay back. BUT my summary was with CHAR!!!

then after collecting everything, mrs ng told char "ok you can do anything to that stack of papers. TEAR them, CRUSH them, CRUMPLE them, DISTORT them and THROW them away". MY JAW DROPPED. char picked up half the stack and STARTED TEARING THEM. I SCREAMED LIKE MAD AND CHIONGED ALL THE WAY TO CHAR'S TABLE WHICH WAS RIGHT AT THE OTHER END OF THE CLASSROOM and grabbed the stack away from char. THANK GOD my paper was not yet torn. WOA I ALMOST DIED OK!!!! MY LEGS WERE SUPER JELLY LA! and im still tryna recover from the aftershock of this incident. and yes my hands are still jelly.

oh man. thank God. GIVE THANKS TO THE LORD FOR HE IS GOOD. HIS LOVE ENDURES FOREVER. and thankew char for not tearing them all at one shot. my beloved summary. oh man. ok i better stop here lest i die of a heart attack. BYE.

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Friday, October 14, 2005

over the past one week, many ppl in our class cried. but i must say, the 2 weirdest ppl are sijia n yj. on wed, sijia suddenly burst out crying after math. I WAS SO SCARED coz i dint noe what made her cry. budden later all of a sudden SHE BURST OUT LAUGHING. and then she cried again. then she laughed again. we were all like o_O?!! and i was like "OH MAN SIJIA can u choose to either cry or laugh, dont do both its really weird" and until now, she still doesnt know why she cried. OH she said that maybe it was coz MISS LIM LET US OFF LATE. ahahaha!

then today, yj's turn to cry. and then halfway while crying she too burst out laughing, then she cried again. then she laughed again. weird. but anyway yingjing, dont be discouraged. pursue your passion. im sure you'll do well. even if you don't do as well, you'll still have a fun experience. and remember the card i showed you today? yep. that's the way we should live.

i miss miss lim the most =( firstly, coz she's the youngest amongst all the teachers. and secondly coz i really respect her =) and out of all the teachers, she was the only one that gave us an inspirational speech, encouraging us to work hard for math next yr. and she wished us ALL THE BEST for our exams. yes, ALL THE BEST and not GOOD LUCK. i don't believe in luck.

and then we had our last recess as a class. was quite sad la. spent the assembly block cleaning the classroom. then came the hardest part. OUR BLACKBOARD. our beloved blackboard. the emotionally unaffected arina and nat started using their wet cloths to wipe the blackboard away. first was the big TWO FIVE 2005. then, our names were cleaned off one by one. and the entire class stood in silence as we watched.

each swipe of the board sent someone to tears. and soon, the whole class was in tears. yet strange enough, our class was the only class crying. we stepped out of the corridor only to see other classes busy cleaning up and throwing cloths here n there. and mrs mak told us not to cry coz we were making her sad n she wanted to cry too.

205 rox. though we're super shibai in a sense that we've never gotten into any PRELIMINARY round for any competitions, not to mention never winning. but i still think our class is nice. everyone's nice to each other and we've got a caring classchair aka becky (= and our class isnt really pai kia. as in like...yea no one has a super low belt, no one has a super pai kia attitude. everyone's nice n caring n frenly =)

ok i can continue ranting on and on about our class. but i hope that say 10 years down the road when we have a 205 gathering (hopefully), though we'll have our own bunch of new frens, we can all still remember that we were once as a class. the unique class 205 of year 2005. the shibai class who's never won anything. but a very nice n caring class. 36 hearts. one soul. x) face the fight. live the dream.

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Monday, October 10, 2005

He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose. i find this absoultely true. the question is, i dont think many of us can really do so.

ok nvm forget abt what i just said. today, we had SPnD summative speech. my topic: WHY WE SHOULDN'T LEARN CHEMISTRY (= i was like...the second last person to give my speech and so due to time constraint i only read ONE THIRD of my speech. like how great is that man! all my cool points were at the back la. cheat my money only. ms loh said she was surprised by how expressive i was coz i always look very nonchalant. i do? =S anw, halfway thru my speech, when i began to read the part abt the "explosion" in the lab, i stared at dez and she started giving me that constipated look. HAHA and by then everyone was alrdy laughing like mad la. so i oso burst out luffing. and when i was laughing at my highest point i had to make that loud "BOOM" noise. haha i almost died la my stomach ached like siao.

then when it came to the part abt the teacher "comforting" us i...unknowingly walked away from the table n started moving towards dez, and scaring her. HAHA sorry dez, i think i was being possessed x)

then went for the prc orientation. I SAW THE CHIO BU! and guess wad. SHE WAS MY BUDDY! HAHAHA! x) AND NO I DONT CRUSH HER K. i just think she looks super chio n cute. it was super funny trying to communicate with each other la. esp those vietnamese. coz china can at least speak chinese la. heh. oh and PRO-ded kristin lim dropped her stack of paper onto the roof of the 3rd level. rox la. den she brought up and umbrella to try n blow it down. so she pressed the button, hoping that the it would open in full force n produce a gust of wind. BUT IT GOT STUCK. hahaha.

anw tmr is acp. cant wait to show them our beloved pumkin gifts x) all thanks to the great MEL LOON. haha but it'd be super funny if when we present the gifts the pumpkin face falls flat forward. hoho. coz like....yea i cant really trust the glue. it looks...weirded.but anyway, hope for the best!

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

I LEFT MY BIBLE IN SCHOOL. like how great is that man. OVER THE WEEKEND summore. which means i gotta like bring my humongously fat study bible to church this sunday. this morning as i chucked my bible under my desk i just knew i was bound to leave it there. ok nvm, at least this gives me an opportunity to use my other bibles. but then again, i wont be able to highlight verses =(

so today, came back and studied chem. chem chem and nth but chem. o sigh. im so scared. its like almost half the things we're expected to know weren't even taught?! so i sat down reading my bro's chem book, ENLIGHTENED. actl its quite cool once u get the hang of it. i like balancing equations. its so fun (= BUT i hate bonding. ionic n covalent bonding. YUX. i dont like it. NOT NICE. don't ask me why. i just dont like applying facts and stuff. i rather look at letters and numbers and add numbers on and stuff. it seems more, chem-like. makes u feel like some chem pro x) ok and i just had a huge debate with audrey over a pathetic formula of a pathetic compound. our final product:

2Fe(OH)2 + 2HCl --> 2FeCl + 2H2O + 2H

anw, i gena picked with 5 other psls to buddy those prcs in their orientaiton next monday. sigh...expected la. ppl see a LOON only remember my name for life. yst during psl trng session i was so shocked when like...almost everyone in my group remembered me by my big fat name which was flashed on the sl video. HOHO. LOON.

sigh. eoys coming soon. in the midst of the hustle and bustle, let us take some time and effort to cherish the last 5 days that we'll be having together as a class. if everyone's minds are set on nth but eoys, when eoys are over, there will be a sudden realisation of the bitter truth. and all we can do is look back and wish we had cherished those final moments.

though 2005 hasnt been a very smooth journey, i dont want 205 to part =( this sense of identity has been instilled in each and every one of us. 205 of 2005. the uniqueness of it all.

sad to say, i have lost my sense of identity in a particular place. maybe a sense of identity doesnt really matter much to me anymore, but the loss of a sense of belonging really hurts. i wish there would come a day when the 3-digit figure on my msn nick would be deleted. but that can only happen if i first erase those painful scratch marks off my mind...

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Monday, October 03, 2005

i have absolutely no mood to blog coz everything's killing me. but i shall force myself to blog since i hvent blogged for like more than a week. churning out rs reports n presentations has caused me to become zombified and now i hv the habit of typing WEBLOGS instead of BLOGS. oh sigh. presentation is tmr. i shall go and stand in front of the mirror and talk to myself tonite. and i wanna study chem too. chem. i like chem. maybe it's coz of my chem teacher. HAHA! *glares at yj*.

anw, today's my 100th post! WAHOOO!!!!! ok i must at least sound happy in my 100th post. ok yay im happy im so happy wheeee. it took me one year and 7 months to get 100 posts...eh...quite long eh. haha. anw, saturday was children's day! x)

let's see...wad did i do for children's day. morning woke up went to skool on my own to meet sijia n jess to practise rs ppt. then chiong-ed to trng. then chionged home and had lunch. just as i was abt to catch some beauty sleep my mummy dragged me outta bed to make apple crumble for flm that evening. so i made. IT ROCKS. she dint dare to admit it. BUT NVM. IT ROCKED (= so after i made my nicenice mummy told me i couldnt go for flm and should stay at home. HALLELUJAH. so i stayed at home wif my bro and we ordered pizza for dinner. i dont like the pizza, so i only look forward to the 6 piece spicy chicken drumlets. and so the nicenice pizza and nicenice chicekens were in 2 boxes on the table waiting to be eaten. i was upstairs and my bro was downstairs just beside the dining room watching tv. and when we were all ready to have dinner. THE CHICKENS WERE GONE. then we turned over the box and saw scratch marks on the cover. MY CAT HAD EATEN THE CHICKEN DRUMLETS. i felt like whacking it la. MY FAVOURITE can. that was like my DINNER you noe. and it took EVERY SINGLE PIECE. my 6 piece chicken drumlet. argh. so i looked outside only to see the 6 bones lying there...and i also wonder how it like actually jumped up and down the table 6 times (it dropped the money on the floor too) without my bro hearing or seeing it.

there goes my spicy chicken wing. HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY MEL. i remember when i was in p4, it was children's day on a sunday. so we were all driving to church in a rush, as usual. and i was too lazy to put on my seatbelt. just that one time i dint put it on coz i was wearing my socks. n then this taxi zoomed in from one of the minor roads and dint see us. my dad tried swerving to the other side, and so i got pushed towards the car door. and *BAM* the taxi rammed into the side of our car. MY SIDE. can you imagine being whammed by a taxi only separated by a car door?! so i lay in a pool of blood as i blacked out. and i opened by eyes to find my head in a bandage, lying in the hospital.

HAHA ok fine that dint happen. instead, i went to church and thanked God for saving my life (= my mom was so afraid i'd suffer from concussion. coz my whole face n arm was like....RED and FLUSHED. crap la that taxi driver dint even apologize can. so anw, after that i wished myself happy children's day once again (=

ok im gona talk to the mirror now. BYE.

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