Friday, April 28, 2006

I AM SO DEPRESSED. had trng today as usual. everything was going on as usual. drills were as usual. aunty cat kept reminding me not to turn in as usual. we were all laughing and having fun as usual. audrey was ranting to me abt her class as usual. manda was being spastic by calling me a tree AS USUAL. and then the message "prepaid limit near" came on the screen as usual. and so everyone was rushing to throw their last few shots as usual. then finally the dreaded "prepaid limit over" came on the screen as usual. and the lanes turned off as usual. but we still insisted on that one last shot down the lane as usual. and so i threw my last shot as usual. and the ball came out of the ball return as usual.

and GUESS WHAT. THERE WAS A BIG FAT HUMONGOUS GIGANTIC UGLY SCRATCH ON MY BALL NOT AS USUAL. ON MY BALL TRACK SOME MORE.

ohmyword the moment i saw it my heart ached la! it was so LONG and BIG and DEEP and i just stood there with my jaw dropped, after which my brain registered the fact that this was a serious matter and i started screaming at audrey "AUDREY! OHMYWORD OHMYWORD LOOK AT THIS!!!!" then i proceeded with shouting for aunty cat. after which aunty cat told me that they had to keep the ball and ask the manager if a compensation was possible.

oh man this is so saddening okay! i mean, the scratch was SO BIG and it was ON THE BALL TRACK aka the ball CANNOT BE USED ANYMORE. like ohman! i mean even if i get a compensation im still gona be so sad la! this ball is new pls! i just got it like a month ago for bdiv. and now, just coz of one throw the ball has gone to waste. AND I AM POSITIVELY SURE IT IS THE MACHINE'S FAULT. it didnt scratch against the gutter or anything. the ball was rolling perfectly down CENTRE of the lane and it SPARED.

o sigh. no use whining now. it cant be repaired. and well compensation isnt gona make me feel any better. even if i buy back the same ball, which i probably will have to. and frankly buying back the same ball will make me feel worse. i feel as if i betrayed my old ball! i know this sounds really stupid and insane la. but really, i miss my ball =( =( =(

its not so much about the price. its just the ball itself. and i feel so guilty. i didnt even get a chance to give my ball a name. i called my first ball milo. then my second one was blueberry. and my third one was raspberry. then my fourth one was kaya and my fifth one was earth. i didnt give this one a name....=( ohwell....as a tribute....i shall just let it be called scorching inferno. oh my baby. i didnt even get to bring it home. they had to keep it for evidence and for further investigation -.- so today....i walked off with my 2 balls, and an empty one ball bag....

a tribute to scorching inferno.

http://cdn-99.cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users10/melrox/default/large-msg-114622485052-2.jpg?1544408987

Date of birth: 11 March 2006

Scratched peacefully on: 28 April 2006

Dearly missed by:
Mel loon
Milo
Blueberry
Raspberry
Kaya
Earth

scorching inferno....i'll always remember you =(

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Monday, April 24, 2006

i just sat in front of the screen...stoned....in one convo, i was typing the "5-4-3-2-1"s to audrey every minute. in another convo, jiacong tammy weiling and i were doing the same thing too. in another convo, jukie was telling me all abt what she felt the heads go thru and preparing me for what i was heading towards. and in another convo, peiqi was persuading me to just go for it.

and i just sat there hopelessly...watching the numbers on the clock incease...54...55..56..57..58..59...00...GONE

yep. gone. no more turning back. no more regretting. no more contemplating. just moving forward.

eh well...im just really glad to have come this far. that's all i can say. i really don't wanna think about anything else at the moment. whatever happens, He will be there for me. whatever happens, He has a purpose and reason for me.

yay go mel. go nette. go yenlin. go jiacong. go weiling. go tammy. go andrea. go kevy. WE CAN DO IT =)

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Saturday, April 22, 2006

had pft after school. i have nothing to say except for the fact that i thought i needed 16 to get an A for IPU when it was actually 17. so i happily did 16 and dropped down only to find out that 16's a B -.-

not really in the mood to blog now. ohwell....something happened just now and i dont know i just felt so confused. i was pissed yet guilty. and so i got to the computer and wanted to find audrey only to find out that today she went offline exceptionally early.

and i realise i've been stagnating my walk with God. during the great depression last yr i really walked very closely with Him. i'd spend a long time in prayer every night. devotion passages just seemed so apt and vivid. and well....now that everything's gone back to normal...im drifting further and further away...

well i guess what's really holding me back is all my commitments and well...worldly interests. Colossians 3:2 Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. i know very well these things are holding me back. yet im not willing to let go. am i being stubborn or is this just human nature.

WARNING: the following content is highly thought-provoking and may be disturbing to some. if you have doubts about reading this, pls proceed with your emergency evacuation at the top right hand corner of the screen.

speaking of human nature. someone recently asked me about spending hours in prayer. whether it was worth spending hours in prayer with God. this is probably a rather controversial issue. before this i must warn you that i am taking a biased stand in this issue, so feel free to think otherwise. humanly and logically speaking, if you spend hours in prayer, you have gone insane. but then again, the world has become so complexed in thinking that we begin to form our own human logics. better still, our devotion to God has been constrained by such human logics.

isn't that sad...ohwells, i just realise indulging in such arguments has caused me to feel much better. now i dont feel as confused or as pissed or as guilty. hope everything turns out fine =) and well, i hope that i can have a closer walk with God. and i realise that i need not forgo whatever i am doing to glorify God. instead, in everything that i do, i can do it for the glory of God.

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

freddie's dying...his fall yesterday caused him to get this disease...its curable but its too late...he's dying... =( to think patrick used to say he's overweight and we should feed him less...now he's all frail and....dying....we love you freddie!

spsl interview today. sat outside there and waited for like 2 hours pls! and ohwell everyone went in all nervous and worried. but when we came out we were all like....ZOMBI-FIED. the moment i stepped out after the interview my legs just turned jelly and i literally zombi-ed all the way down to the canteen.

haha i dont know why we all reacted this way....well i guess for me when i stepped out i couldnt believe what i had just gone through...and i seriously have no idea how i faired. so natural reaction = zombi-fied

anyway jiayou psls who are taking your interviews tmr! RELAX! just do your best and be yourself! =D

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Saturday, April 15, 2006

oooo yea! i just finised math pt indiv! stayed up till 230am last night and continued this morning. i rock pls. last night i was happily doing and calculating and searching for the best route for the monorail and TADA when i finally found the route i was so happy. and then PEEKABOO yiusum told me the speed of the train and i was like OH YEA THERE'S A LIMIT FOR THE DISTANCE OF THE TRACK. so CONGRATULATIONS AND CELEBRATIONS i had to start all over again -.- but anw, its done now! yay!

now for geog pt....sheesh....jiayou!!! we can do it! 5 more days and we don't have to think of those problematic problems and solutions anymore! yes im gona have a grand celebration at the end of this week. oh and BY THE WAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIC!

sweet 16! ahaha now u can go watch nc16s XD hope you'll have a wonderful birthday! and don't be too put off by your injury! just drink your BEST TASTING VANILLA PROTEIN SHAKE and you'll be fine =) and yea for the sake of your birthday: you're a nice senior but jukie beats you hands down! HOHO you didn't see anything.....

anyways, this is really hilarious! -622- is me and BAIK AHHHH!!! is jont:

-622- A wave tossed in the ocean, vapour in the wind says:
o sigh i wish i had signed up ><

BAIK AHHH!!! says:
????

-622- A wave tossed in the ocean, vapour in the wind says:
for the uk trip!

BAIK AHHH!!! says:
hahaha

BAIK AHHH!!! says:
you mean its real?

-622- A wave tossed in the ocean, vapour in the wind says:
DUHH

-622- A wave tossed in the ocean, vapour in the wind says:
ohmyword jont

BAIK AHHH!!! says:
hahaha

BAIK AHHH!!! says:
i was just kidding!!!

BAIK AHHH!!! says:
i thought peiqi and lynette were kidding!!

-622- A wave tossed in the ocean, vapour in the wind says:
HAHAHAHA

BAIK AHHH!!! says:
honset!!


o yea i was having lunch just now and looking at 2 kids from the opposite house playing. then this guy on a motorbike drove up to their house and then they were like screaming "DADDY! DADDY DADDY DADDY!!!" and i thought awww so sweet these kids are so happy to see their papa come home! but that guy just got off his bike, walked into the house and started scolding them. ohman so sad! poor kids.

oh when i was very young my bro and i once climbed the roof. haha we ran up to his balcony and took a stool and climbed over onto the roof. then this guy in the opposite house was washing his car and he saw us and went "EH! aiyooo dont climb!" haha so we climbed back into the balcony. and then after that the guy got into his car and drove off and we were like AHHH HE'S GOING TO CALL THE POLICE!! so we chionged all the way down to tell our maid. then i called my mum "MUMMY! the uncle is going to call the police!!!" and my mom was so shocked she was like "HUH WHAT HAPPENED?" and i was sooo super scared i started crying and told my bro "kor kor i dont want the police to catch me!" and my bro went "nevermind! the police come, i fight with them!" and he ran up to his toy chair and took out his plastic power ranger sword. HAHA!

oh wells of course the guy wasn't gona call the police la....he was just erm going off somewhere ahhaha. and yea our mom gave us a big scolding. so shibai lor! firstly we created a false alarm and called our mom for nth. secondly in the process of telling her we leaked out our secret of climbing the roof and got scolded ahah!

okay....gona church later. gotta practise for tmr's worship lead. byeee

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Thursday, April 13, 2006

had psb gm yesterday. agenda: peer appraisal 2006. ohman...we had to evluate like every single person who signed up for spsl. so as i was writing in those figures, i'd think of the person i was evaluating, and think of all the things i've done to/with her. whether good or bad. and then when it came to my name i kind of jumped abit. i don't know why haha! it was probably coz everyone would most likely be evluating me at that time too so....heh....aiya i shall not go any further la. interviews are on monday. sheesh so fast! anyway. i love the song who am i by casting crowns.

esp the bridge and chorus!

Not because of who I am

But because of what You've done

Not because of what I've done

But because of who You are



I am a flower quickly fading

Here today and gone tomorrow

A wave tossed in the ocean

Vapor in the wind

Still You hear me when I'm calling

Lord, You catch me when I'm falling

And You've told me who I am

I am Yours, I am Yours

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Sunday, April 09, 2006

woa im back to my super emo old skin. haha! actl the previous one was just meant for my full house craze XD

anyway anyway i desperately need help! no actl i just need practice. our class is worship leading for sss next month and im guitaring. OHMYWORD GUITARING. i was fighting with angelyn for singing but oh wells she koped it. ok i shall ask my bro to teach me the songs XD

and and and! we're playing this song too! testify to love! AND I JUST REALISED THE TABS ARE SO EASY! ahhh im beginning to get high! i've always wished to play testify to love la. ohman im gona try it out now. oh and we sang testify to love today. haha first time we sung it...so cool. actually there are lots of songs with rather easy tabs e.g open the eyes of my heart, all in all, come now is the time to worship. but ohman they've been sung almost every week so quite sian alrdy. AND BY THE WAY. I ACCIDENTALLY TRANSPOSED OPEN THE EYES OF MY HEART THE OTHER DAY. ahaha i was so amused k i was just fiddling around with the chords and then it just fit in XD

ok sorry im currently very high now. i shall end this post here. BYE!

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Friday, April 07, 2006

ok im back after a long long break! this post shall be specially dedicated to: BDIV06!

ohmyword. i think we rock la! on monday after our comps we went for bdiv outing. we walked all the way from yishun safra to northpoint. and on the way there basically the whole group of us was split into 2 groups. the JPOP vs the KPOP aka jap anime vs korean dramas. HAHA! AND OF COURSE KPOP ROCKS MORE =)

then we went to longjohns for lunch. then after that we went shopping for aunty cat's pressie! haha went to this stall filled with badges. so we bought 3 badges C A T. then one more badge saying NOTHING IMPOSSIBLE and the last one saying TODAY IS A SHUNNY DAY. HAHAHAHA! SUPER FUNNY LA! when we saw it we were like WOA SO APT! HAHA! i think we're so mean! but nvm its cute =P

then there was this whole rack of hats at the stall and qing audrey and i were trying all sortsa weird hats and taking random pics. we looked super spas pls! coz we just like took some random weirdo hat off the rack and conveniently plopped it onto our heads without fitting them in properly. so we looked like we had deshaped skulls! HAHA!

soon we found ourselves getting pressies for the entire world. "aye must get for uncle jimmy too! o yea then mrs lim also! o yea mdm thern also!" then after that we went to watch ICE AGE 2. it was super ERRRR HAHAHA! then we had to leave at the climax coz we had to rush back for prize giving. woa 15 of us chionged out of the cinema and started running like siao. then we chionged cross the road and almost got hit down by a van. HAHA imagine if you're the van driver and halfway while you're driving this bunch of girls in black appear right in front of you and start screaming "AHHHHHHH!" and then they run back to the pavement. AHHA!

and then we chionged all the way across the disgusting grass field and suddenly it started raining so we were like CHIONG AH!!! and started running faster. then i recalled ice age 2 and i was like "THE ICE IS MELTING!!!" and everyone started being spas and getting hysterical.

man i'll never forget this bdiv outing. it was super cool k! we really bonded as a team man! and well done manda! you rock coz we got to miss school! =) ok here's some of the gazillion pics that we took during our outing!

us at bk with aunty cat's present! SO SEXAYYEE


team 1! in order of play: me, vivian, zhimin, audrey!


dp!


HAHA im taller than qing! XD


cassie's TALL but im TALLER =)


SIGH. BLEACH CRAZY.


and that's us with our 15 movie tickets!


NAH. audrey wanted this pic on...


and in return i shall post this! HAHA!


ok and at the same time i shall post some convention echo pics! yea!

jukie and me! best mentor and best mentee! XD


nette me and peiqi! the THREESOME ahahhaha!


btw if u were to compare the colour of the shirts btwn the 2 pics you'd notice one is orange and the other is yellow. why? coz in the first pic jukie and i were SOAKED so it became orange! haha yes this shows how soaked we were.

okay i shall go off now. <3 bdiv06 forever! NOTHING IMPOSSIBLE because TODAY IS A SHUNNY DAY! XD

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